Friday, June 15, 2007
It's like this, it's like that, it's like this babay!
Hello out there, and how ya'll be?
I just had SOME nap, and woke up one million years later and realized that I havent been too committed. Distracted some, but it's time to get busy blogging. Fuck, can we just say online journaling? That's all it is. I feel like Ive heard that word blog more times than I should. Actually, today someone used blog 5 times in one sentence. That person wasnt making much sense, I think he just needed to let out some noise. I laughed.
So, its the time of the season for loving, and i'm falling for family, friends and myself. I'm back and forth, east and west and I always land back to myself. I feel like some higher power is prolonging my one woman journey so that I can keep on learning and growing. Knowledge is power baby. I got ALOT to learn.
My lovely lady ro is on a jorney now in her motherland, and she's starring in her own happiness. I miss you rohini, but still feel you through your efforts to connect and update us on your world. It's amazing how pacified I feel that you are consistent with your blogging, and sharing a window to your world. Friends have been coming and going for years now and its been the harshest bit of reality to have first been confronted with, so it's so refreshing to see you've utilzed the means to communicate ro.
I'm doin it. Fuck yea, I'm schooling next winter! I'm not going to draw this out any longer because I've learnt enough this year. I figured I owed it to myself to realize a life of work and budgeting. Owed myself a year of possibility, inspiration of different forms, but what I realized is that there was no inpiration. No motives of any sort. I'VE realized that I did this to know that I shouldnt have. But that's okay-aint no thang. Some thrive in there years off from school, but I didn't get out as much as I would from school. I need stimulas, I need a shockwave to the brain, so textbook it is. Bring on that good kind of stress baby. I'm so excited.
I can feel there is something waiting for me constantly, daily. I feel like I have a call of duty, something that I am meant to be doing. I want to fight for what's fair. Fight for justice, fight for equality, because it's all about balance. It's about looking at both sides of the matter and basing your conclusion from that. We need this now more than ever. Balance and time.
I'm moving in with the brosef next weekend and gamin teague. We'll be under the same roof for the rest of the summer, and then my family is off to Liverpool for two weeks, so mum, matt and I can meet our family. I can't believe its here, finally! This trip has been postponed since matt and I were 8 and 12.
Also to come this summer-the return of calvin, funfest sunfest, dancing, drinking beers under bridge, splashpad, moderate detoxification part. 2, and man love.
I'll blog you up real nice very soon.
I love you all.
Peace peace peace peace
I just had SOME nap, and woke up one million years later and realized that I havent been too committed. Distracted some, but it's time to get busy blogging. Fuck, can we just say online journaling? That's all it is. I feel like Ive heard that word blog more times than I should. Actually, today someone used blog 5 times in one sentence. That person wasnt making much sense, I think he just needed to let out some noise. I laughed.
So, its the time of the season for loving, and i'm falling for family, friends and myself. I'm back and forth, east and west and I always land back to myself. I feel like some higher power is prolonging my one woman journey so that I can keep on learning and growing. Knowledge is power baby. I got ALOT to learn.
My lovely lady ro is on a jorney now in her motherland, and she's starring in her own happiness. I miss you rohini, but still feel you through your efforts to connect and update us on your world. It's amazing how pacified I feel that you are consistent with your blogging, and sharing a window to your world. Friends have been coming and going for years now and its been the harshest bit of reality to have first been confronted with, so it's so refreshing to see you've utilzed the means to communicate ro.
I'm doin it. Fuck yea, I'm schooling next winter! I'm not going to draw this out any longer because I've learnt enough this year. I figured I owed it to myself to realize a life of work and budgeting. Owed myself a year of possibility, inspiration of different forms, but what I realized is that there was no inpiration. No motives of any sort. I'VE realized that I did this to know that I shouldnt have. But that's okay-aint no thang. Some thrive in there years off from school, but I didn't get out as much as I would from school. I need stimulas, I need a shockwave to the brain, so textbook it is. Bring on that good kind of stress baby. I'm so excited.
I can feel there is something waiting for me constantly, daily. I feel like I have a call of duty, something that I am meant to be doing. I want to fight for what's fair. Fight for justice, fight for equality, because it's all about balance. It's about looking at both sides of the matter and basing your conclusion from that. We need this now more than ever. Balance and time.
I'm moving in with the brosef next weekend and gamin teague. We'll be under the same roof for the rest of the summer, and then my family is off to Liverpool for two weeks, so mum, matt and I can meet our family. I can't believe its here, finally! This trip has been postponed since matt and I were 8 and 12.
Also to come this summer-the return of calvin, funfest sunfest, dancing, drinking beers under bridge, splashpad, moderate detoxification part. 2, and man love.
I'll blog you up real nice very soon.
I love you all.
Peace peace peace peace
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